I know that I have not always been the biggest fan of change. I know that it may have good things that come from it…. and I also know that there can be some very uncomfortable things that come from it. I was taught early in all of this that when i am feeling uncomfortable I know that i am growing. I feel like I am growing right now.
There is a small change in my life that is happening right now… basically someone that is very important to me is leaving the area that I am living in. This person is on to bigger and better things in his life. I am totally behind him in all that he wants to do. Its just going to be different when he isnt around. I know that in the long run this is going to be a very good thing for all of us. There is only going to be more change coming for me…. I know it.

Have you ever looked forward and just known that you are going to have some very tough times coming up. More challenging then tough really… I just have that feeling..
My personal life is the best that it has been in a very long time.. I am with someone right now that i really truly care about, someone that I love.
Its just the feeling of some of the things that are going on around me, and the energy that is permeating around me. I really thank God that I am sober right now, because this would be a really great excuse to drink.
I haven’t written in my blog in awhile, but I am glad that I am here now.. letting you know how I feel. I have a feeling that I will be writing in this blog a whole lot more now.

there are many things that I am thankful for in my life.. I was thinking about this today, earlier this morning… about all of the good things that have come into my life. All of the good people, all of the good times, all of the great things that I have done.. and when it all comes down to it, they all really really mean nothing without my sobriety.
With all of the highs and lows, all of the yeses and nos…. nothing would be here without it.
So thank God for my life, and AA, and my sobriety…